I don't know... I was hoping someone could tell me?! :) LOL
Seems like it hadn't been that long since I last posted!
Let's see...
~ Finally got a hold of everyone I needed to... it took FOREVER!!!
~ I am off the Florinef, because it caused me to lose water weight (opposite rxn) and blood sugar spikes (with wonderful reactive hypoglycemia crashes).
~ Went to derm. for irregular hair loss pattern- not helpful at all, just another wham, bam, thank you ma'am... URRRGGGHH!!!
~ Went to rheumy... they didn't have me scheduled when I got there and fit me in, but dr. said I had been on her list when she looked a few days ago... Thanks random people for just canceling my appmt. and sticking someone else in my place! Appmt. was ridiculous. She was one of those drs. that starts out the appmt. in a very positive fashion and tells me EVERYTHING that she will not do, and that she will only look at rheumatology issues. NO big picture... well that is WHAT I AM HERE FOR!!! UUUUURRRRGGGGG!!!!!!
~ Now have a rheumy appmt at the Cleveland Clinic- I HOPE that this one will be much more beneficial!!!!
~ I also FINALLY have my Dr. Grubb in Toledo appmt. scheduled!!! HOORAY! :)
~ Sleep has now been better for a couple of days. But, it was awful for about 2 weeks. Not fun!!!
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Monday, May 4, 2009
Trying to stay awake, so why not UPDATE?! :)
So... I am trying to stay awake to call a drs. office this morning, and as you can see from my previous post I have been reading (but, hey enough is enough!). :) So, to keep myself busy I will update, after having fallen behind with so many days/nights with little sleep.
I have two appmts. this week. The dermatologist in regards to the odd hair loss pattern (neuropathy or not?) on my legs, and the rheumatologist. YES! I FINALLY got an appmt. with a rheumatologist, after that one secretary taking over a month to more or less pass on the referral baton. She never made an appmt. so finally the PCP made the appmt. That whole thing was just ridiculous!
I started Florinef a little over a week ago now. I have had mixed results on it. The biggest side effect has been weight loss (10 pounds), which I don't mind so much, EXCEPT this med is supposed to make you retain water and in turn gain weight. So, yet again I am having the exact opposite reaction. So, that is why I have to stay awake, is to call that drs. office. I called Fri. EARLY, but they never called me back!!! ERRRR!!! And I called back two or three times later in the day, but it went directly to voicemail. So, time for round two!
Sleep is still an issue. I FINALLY got FOUR solid hours yesterday during the day, and woke up to not knowing what day, time of day, or where I was. It didn't take me long to figure it out, but I was sleeping pretty hard! I then got another 1-2 hour nap in, and ran a couple of errands. Came back had dinner etc. I then got another 1-2hours sleep, and woke up wide awake unable to go back to sleep and have been awake since. Now I am getting tired and want to go to sleep, although I likely would have a difficult time... At least the storms of last week have gone through, it has gotten cooler, and the humidity is down. With the neuropathy one of the things that makes sleep the most difficult is humidity. I just can not get comfortable, and it continues to wake me up.
On Friday after 3-4 phone calls and having to wait a week for an answer, I finally got the answer from the cardiologists office that YES, I am supposed to be on both of the medications at the same time. My PCP had questioned this and made me call them, then earlier in the week they told me that NO according to the records I was only supposed to be on one of them, but that they would check. I never heard back, and had to make multiple calls, and talk to multiple people before I could get an actual answer! They had me worried that I had been taking the wrong meds for FOUR months! :(
I have two appmts. this week. The dermatologist in regards to the odd hair loss pattern (neuropathy or not?) on my legs, and the rheumatologist. YES! I FINALLY got an appmt. with a rheumatologist, after that one secretary taking over a month to more or less pass on the referral baton. She never made an appmt. so finally the PCP made the appmt. That whole thing was just ridiculous!
I started Florinef a little over a week ago now. I have had mixed results on it. The biggest side effect has been weight loss (10 pounds), which I don't mind so much, EXCEPT this med is supposed to make you retain water and in turn gain weight. So, yet again I am having the exact opposite reaction. So, that is why I have to stay awake, is to call that drs. office. I called Fri. EARLY, but they never called me back!!! ERRRR!!! And I called back two or three times later in the day, but it went directly to voicemail. So, time for round two!
Sleep is still an issue. I FINALLY got FOUR solid hours yesterday during the day, and woke up to not knowing what day, time of day, or where I was. It didn't take me long to figure it out, but I was sleeping pretty hard! I then got another 1-2 hour nap in, and ran a couple of errands. Came back had dinner etc. I then got another 1-2hours sleep, and woke up wide awake unable to go back to sleep and have been awake since. Now I am getting tired and want to go to sleep, although I likely would have a difficult time... At least the storms of last week have gone through, it has gotten cooler, and the humidity is down. With the neuropathy one of the things that makes sleep the most difficult is humidity. I just can not get comfortable, and it continues to wake me up.
On Friday after 3-4 phone calls and having to wait a week for an answer, I finally got the answer from the cardiologists office that YES, I am supposed to be on both of the medications at the same time. My PCP had questioned this and made me call them, then earlier in the week they told me that NO according to the records I was only supposed to be on one of them, but that they would check. I never heard back, and had to make multiple calls, and talk to multiple people before I could get an actual answer! They had me worried that I had been taking the wrong meds for FOUR months! :(
I READ a book!!!
Okay, it is now TWO books! But, it just seems like such an accompishment. Sounds REALLY stupid I know! BUT, for years I couldn't even keep up with required reading for school, so I did not do much leisure reading. Then, since being on all the meds etc. I have tried to read books a few times. I believe there was only one stretch of time, about a year ago, where I was able to SIT down and read a book!
Why is it such a hard task??? For one, the sitting still part is difficult. Due to a multitude of reasons. Restless Legs Syndrome, blood pooling causing the need to move around and fidget a lot, low blood pressure when sitting still, decreased blood flow to brain causing it to be difficult to understand and retain the information presented in a book. Not to mention the ADHD making a task that requires one to sit still and FOCUS on a book with words. I could probably handle a picture book, but I think I am past that point!!! Another thing that make reading difficult is migraines and their auras... I sit there reading and every few minutes I see spots out of the corner of my eye, something on the floor, or some other fun visual disturbance. It takes away the concentration from reading, makes one lose their place, and can make them see something else that they want to do across the room, and lose all attention towards the book they were reading. All this is without ANY significant pain, with any migraine pain, I do not try to read. It is too hard, and makes things worse!
How is that for an explanation on why being able to read a book is such an accomplishment?! :)
And I started my THIRD this morning!!!
YAY! For not being able to sleep! :)
Why is it such a hard task??? For one, the sitting still part is difficult. Due to a multitude of reasons. Restless Legs Syndrome, blood pooling causing the need to move around and fidget a lot, low blood pressure when sitting still, decreased blood flow to brain causing it to be difficult to understand and retain the information presented in a book. Not to mention the ADHD making a task that requires one to sit still and FOCUS on a book with words. I could probably handle a picture book, but I think I am past that point!!! Another thing that make reading difficult is migraines and their auras... I sit there reading and every few minutes I see spots out of the corner of my eye, something on the floor, or some other fun visual disturbance. It takes away the concentration from reading, makes one lose their place, and can make them see something else that they want to do across the room, and lose all attention towards the book they were reading. All this is without ANY significant pain, with any migraine pain, I do not try to read. It is too hard, and makes things worse!
How is that for an explanation on why being able to read a book is such an accomplishment?! :)
And I started my THIRD this morning!!!
YAY! For not being able to sleep! :)
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Thought of the day...
I need some retail therapy (and a smile), so I thought this was a cute picture to post! Aww! They are adorable! Shopping in Petsmart for their treats and toys!
I'm not going shopping today because of lack of sleep, temp/humidity, and allergies. But, I am ready to get out and do something fun! (if I had the energy) :)
I did have a really good mail day (week really), so that is fun!!! A few magazines and a lot of samples. Free Magic Eraser, YAY!!! :)
Oh, and I did manage a little sleep!!! :)
Friday, May 1, 2009
I am ANNOYED!!!!!!!!!
Well, I know it doesn't take much to annoy me, but...
SOOO... I am still exhausted from being very much an insomniac for over a week. I did get pretty good sleep yesterday during the day for a few hours and did NOT want to wake up. But, those few hours can't put a dent in my exhaustion and lack of sleep for so long. During many of the days the past week I haven't even been able to sleep well during the day, if I do sleep it is not very restful. I FINALLY started to sleep 1-2 hrs this morning before I had to get up to make phone calls. I made the calls, BUT does anyone answer? No... I have to leave messages. Does anyone return these messages? No...
I am not sure what I am supposed to do... I am losing my patience. I really just want to get somewhere positive healthwise... Not sure which way is up anymore, or what I am supposed to do?
My PCP made me call to check with the cardio. to whether or not I am supposed to be on both of these meds at the same time... I had understood when I went on the newer one, that I was staying on a smaller dose of the second at the same time as starting the new. NOW four months later they are telling me I am NOT supposed to be on BOTH! But, can I get any clear answers???? NO... It has been a WEEK!
And this is just one of my current frustrations!
I had wanted to do things in the real world today, but I don't have the energy, patience, brain power etc... Why can't I just get somewhere on some of these issues? Why does it have to be so hard?
I NEED SLEEP! :)
SOOO... I am still exhausted from being very much an insomniac for over a week. I did get pretty good sleep yesterday during the day for a few hours and did NOT want to wake up. But, those few hours can't put a dent in my exhaustion and lack of sleep for so long. During many of the days the past week I haven't even been able to sleep well during the day, if I do sleep it is not very restful. I FINALLY started to sleep 1-2 hrs this morning before I had to get up to make phone calls. I made the calls, BUT does anyone answer? No... I have to leave messages. Does anyone return these messages? No...
I am not sure what I am supposed to do... I am losing my patience. I really just want to get somewhere positive healthwise... Not sure which way is up anymore, or what I am supposed to do?
My PCP made me call to check with the cardio. to whether or not I am supposed to be on both of these meds at the same time... I had understood when I went on the newer one, that I was staying on a smaller dose of the second at the same time as starting the new. NOW four months later they are telling me I am NOT supposed to be on BOTH! But, can I get any clear answers???? NO... It has been a WEEK!
And this is just one of my current frustrations!
I had wanted to do things in the real world today, but I don't have the energy, patience, brain power etc... Why can't I just get somewhere on some of these issues? Why does it have to be so hard?
I NEED SLEEP! :)
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